The Crapzzz
Monday, December 29, 2008
That bitter sip
Coupled with the anaesthetic aftertaste
Just so perfect.
So how can I just say no?
prolly 10 days plus to NS so I'm gonna try to stay as happy as I could, savour every moment I can with my family and friends. So many people whom i really should meet up with to keep up with that friendship.
And guess that to achieve that, I gotta escape from reality, pretend nothing has happened so on lest to make it easier for me to go tekong. When in there, may things work it out itself though i highly doubt so. However, trng there is prolly gonna bring my mind off lots of things so perhaps it wun be so bad afterall.
IcyRoy took a breath on 12/29/2008 01:15:00 AM
Thursday, December 25, 2008
Caught in a dilemma which kinda hurts.
It all just feel so familiar.
Please show me the way...
IcyRoy took a breath on 12/25/2008 05:08:00 PM
Wednesday, December 17, 2008
All i want for christmas is a miracle, nothing more.
If i can't get that, some mind anaesthetic drugs will do.
Its kind of interesting how we became the closest strangers, at least to me.
IcyRoy took a breath on 12/17/2008 11:14:00 PM
Wednesday, October 08, 2008
Oh well. here's it! Big A here i come.
ST goal:
1) 5 A's in the big A though i really need to strive hard for my GP and Econs now.
2) Rid myself of distraction. FOCUS DAMNIT.
LT goal: (refering to after A)
1) Guitar Hero World Tour's drummer
2) Operation Abs revival
3) Operation Bust enhancement
4) Operation Steel lungs
5) Operation 15 PU no kick
FOCUS FOCUS. 1 Mth one week till this is all over!
IcyRoy took a breath on 10/08/2008 07:04:00 PM
Screw the economic theory of self-correcting mechanism,
it doesnt apply in reality.
Even when it did self-correct itself, the exacerbating effect is done.
How is it for me to correct things when i know not the cause to it?
When every signal i saw all point to no one else but me?
When everyone else seem like a friend while me just a stranger?
When the real or perceived problem seem to lie on me?
And im left alone to rot.
Spare me from this fucking torment,
Ease the tension within me which is perhaps getting over stretched.
Aww damn, what a strong tendency to throw, to run...
Anything to get me off this thought for now.
IcyRoy took a breath on 8/08/2008 09:32:00 PM